Finishing Alone

Today iI feel like crawling into a hole,shriveled up into a ball,and crying myself to sleep for no apparent reason.I feel sad and tired and depressed.I miss my friends and my family,even though I talk to them everyday.Although I am always there for everybody, I feel like I'm moving farther and farther away,closer to the end of the finish line,except as I'm crossing it,I'm all alone......